My Obsession

As I lay at the gates of sleep
she glides before me
My long lost love
in a white dress in the
midsummer night's garden
The stars in the air
and the wind in her hair
She looked like a poem
The dirge of my despair
And I realize,
I must already be asleep ...

The Ghost of You, Pt. 2

You have faded away
But never completely gone
Like the ring in my ears
When the sound goes away

Were you ever here?
Or were you but a dream
Or maybe the spots I see
When the flash goes away

How did you come about
How did it all start
'cause all I know is that
You have always stood there

You will never be gone
'cause you are a part of me
When I can't take the silence
Your lips will utter me the words ...

The Ghost of You

I lost you in a second, to find you took eternity
The pain I feel billows on me, my very own tragedy
I look for you, you look through me, blind to what you mean to me
I lost myself the day you left, I miss you times infinity
You're gone so many miles away, do I really want you so bad
or is it just my fascination, with what I cannot have

I see you in the night, an ethereal ray from above
But why you keep standing there, say something my love
Don't look at me like a stranger, you're staking my beating heart
You're tearing me asunder, if I'm not already torn apart
A desperate attempt to hold onto, what I should be letting go
But who decides what they dream, I just can't go with the flow

I want to get high on you, I cannot have too much
Let me see your face again, the pictures are not enough
Inside the beast is gnawing, I wish I were already dead
but all the things I never said, hurt so much more instead
Please just call my name, let go of any grudge
I'll follow you until the end, just come to me my love...